I know plenty of book lovers, but this Type is rare…
The reader who doesn’t read.
There’s this man I see in the bookstore twice a week or more. He subscribed to many weekly magazines and wants to buy every book with good reviews. Let’s say : between 5 and 10 books a week.
Little by little, by what he was saying, I figured it out : this guy hasn’t got the time, didn’t take the time to read any of them. None. It is like a compulsive need to get everything’s “good” for critics.
I have a friend who lived for a few years with a man who was the same : he kept buying books and CDs, but she told me he doesn’t love to read, he never reads, he just pile dozens and dozens of them.
So one could wonder. Let’s try :
- Compulsive buying disorder.
- A fear to miss something.
- A way to say “I’ll read these later, when I’m retired”.
- Imposture (“I want to look like an intellectual”).
- A vicarious will to look like someone he knows.
- A way to hide a big “something is missing in my life”.
In a way, in each case, I find so much sadness. Like a big rush, a big energy to do something, but unable to really plug it to reality, to brain. Big appetite, but no acumen…
This Type uses a pattern. What would be this pattern in other areas? Fakery, impostureness? What shades do we find, between doing this just on surface, like a cheater, a fake, or doing it with a good will, deeper, a bit like “being lost, in fact, in the emptiness”. Compulsive liars, wrong artistic projects…
A reader who never reads, awwwee poor man!
Thanks for… reading!